Not sure what the number is, but I'm pretty certain I've reached it.
[NOTE: This is not a goodbye speech. I'm just letting you know why I'm not posting a dozen things a day any more.]
I'm trying to keep up the good fight and I'm trying to disseminate as much information that either really matters or really entertains, and it looks like the former is just getting redundant.
The health care circus like all circuses just gets on one's nerves after so much time. Are we going to try to get SOME GOP involvement in this? I'm 99.999% certain the answer will always be a resounding "no" - an answer the Republicans have made abundantly clear in their quest to make this Democratic president fail.
Will we actually use our power to make change happen? I'm not so sure. Consensus-building was something BushCheney completely avoided. Obama's giving it the college try, and I commend him for that. He seems so determined to make it happen, but you can't help but wonder if he's even remotely aware of the futility. He must. That's my assessment and I'm sticking to it.
Beyond health care is something which is just killing Americans' financial futures - the credit crisis. There was supposed to be a great reform in the way credit card and loan companies treated their customers.
I just don't see it.
American Express once gave generous credit limits to its revolving charge card "members" (Optima, Costco, JetBlue, etc.). Late last year, much to the shock of cardholders, they threw a wrench into the machine by slamming credit limits down to cardholders' balances. In the process, they destroyed their customers' debt-to-available-credit ratios, leading to plummeting credit scores.
The harsh economy has led families to more credit card spending on the more conventional cards like Visa, MasterCard and Discover. With families' emergency spending on essentials racking up balances on those cards, more debt-to-credit alarms went off, resulting in those companies recently raising APRs to 29.99%.
We know all about this. We tried launching a new business this year. That plan's been tossed on the scrap heap. We've stopped using (or have opted out of) just about all our credit cards - a move which, ironically, also negatively impacts your credit score. But if we can't get decent credit now, what's the point? It's cash only from now on.
The administration proudly proclaimed a victory over credit card companies' abuse in legislation passed last May.
Again...I just don't see it.
I can go on and on with kitchen table issues that should be acted upon, but this treading water is really getting tiresome. It'd be more beneficial to my physical and mental health if I did real treading water at the pool instead of in the political arena.
President Obama is an extremely smart man. I don't think my whining will have much effect on how he conducts his business. The Democrats are always going to be Democrats. The wingnuts will always be wrong. Republicans have a golden opportunity to redefine themselves, but they're too busy being resolute and posing as badasses to do anything new or constructive. I still haven't found the sane third-partier.
In short, I'm really getting irritated trying to make sense in an arena where the whole concept of sense makes none.
I do know I'm thankful I don't depend on the likes of Sarah Palin to guide my conscience. I can recoil at wingnut radio and pump my fist at progressive radio all I want, but at the end of the day, we all still have our convictions and we all are guided by our knowledge - or lack of same.
Truth be known, I want to spend more time with my wife and friends who really need me. I want to get my house and my general health (I'm fine) in order and I want to have a little more fun than I've been being part of this echo chamber lately. I hope in the days and weeks to come, I can have some of that fun on this board. The posts will be sparser. I hope to make them matter more and be more entertaining. And I certainly will not be closing this thing down.
The Bloggregator is where my political animal feasts on its red meat, and I sure hope most of you will continue to use that to feed yours. By the numbers, it seems you've all been doing that anyway, and I thank you for that. The sites we follow over there are all exceptional, and they continue to reach more people than this li'l pothole of cyberspace ever will.
I really have grown fond of the quirks and qualities of every one of those sites. I'll always marvel at how Atrios can post an "Oy" and a link and get 10,000 comments. Josh Marshall always amazes me at how many of his own links link to his seven dozen TPM properties, no matter how many times you click. ThinkProgress never disappoints me with their thoroughness and fastidious research. Same with Greg Sargent's Plum Line and of course Media Matters.
All those guys have the time and resources to do what I can only dream of. Because of time constraints, my job here lately has been merely passing on the best of their good work to you.
Just as our mentor Stranger, we're going to pop on here for some online therapy to prevent ourselves from exploding. We're just not going to do it 24/7. A brain is a terrible thing to burn out.
I'm looking forward to spending what was a bulk of my blogging time with my beautiful bride...what's her name. And to figure out what to do about the happy and sudden popularity of our internet radio station, Great Big Radio.
The work begins anew. The hope rises again. And Hoffmania lives on.
Just a little more quietly.
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